{"id":5025,"date":"2021-03-11T21:09:02","date_gmt":"2021-03-12T03:09:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/?p=5025"},"modified":"2021-03-11T21:09:03","modified_gmt":"2021-03-12T03:09:03","slug":"no-thats-just-perfectly-normal-paranoia-everyone-in-the-universe-has-that","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/2021\/03\/11\/no-thats-just-perfectly-normal-paranoia-everyone-in-the-universe-has-that\/","title":{"rendered":"No, that&#8217;s just perfectly normal paranoia. Everyone in the Universe has that."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I woke up expectedly tired this morning after a bit of sleep. I accidentally dozed off for a few minutes after the alarm went off, but made it home in time to get to work. I went to the high school first thing, and spent all morning working in the office with Mike. I shuffled some computers around on the desk to get them out of his way, but still need to move them to some final resting place.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Summer got her Invisalign this morning and wanted to meet up for lunch, so we went to Stoby&#8217;s. Then it was back to the shop to help Mike set up some brand new iPads. I eventually made my way back to the high school and ended the day crimping more patch cables for Ethan&#8217;s lab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">By the time I got home, I wasn&#8217;t feeling super smurfy, so I stayed in the rest of the night. I&#8217;ve been getting those anxious or panicky feelings more frequently lately, and have been wondering if maybe it&#8217;s actually an anemia thing that just makes me feel like all my blood is draining. Eventually I&#8217;ll have to see the doctor, but for the time being I&#8217;ve decided to play with my blood pressure medication dosing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>All through my life I&#8217;ve had this strange unaccountable feeling that something was going on in the world, something big, even sinister, and no one would tell me what it was.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I woke up expectedly tired this morning after a bit of sleep. I accidentally dozed off for a few minutes after the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[23,27],"class_list":["post-5025","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorised","tag-anxiety","tag-work"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5025","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5025"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5025\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5026,"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5025\/revisions\/5026"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5025"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5025"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/gallopingcow.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5025"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}