Even When it Looks Like Rain

Today was the day for my interview at ANO. I was almost too relaxed getting around this morning, but ultimately I showed up exactly when I wanted, with enough time to be prepared, but without having to wait around in the lobby for too long. It was a bit rainy again, but nothing torrential. It was a pretty typical, scripted, and dry panel interview. I honestly didn’t feel super confident in my answers, but it was such a departure from my typical working environments. I did get at least a couple laughs, and the whole thing was over in about half an hour.

I stopped by to chat with Dad for a bit on the way home, since Summer had her car charging at my house anyway. Then I met her at the house so she could take it back home for our trip to Rogers. I collected a few things and met her there so I could make myself a leftover hamburger for lunch.

Eaddie’s friend Eli came over and we all played a little Switch until Summer finished at her therapy appointment. Then we pretty quickly headed up north for dinner before the show. Eaddie seemed to really want Olive Garden, so I took us there hoping I could find something enjoyable to eat. I had forgotten how small their menu is, and I was super disappointed to be eating there. I ended up just getting soup and salad, knowing that service would be slow and that I probably wouldn’t feel very satisfied by the mostly liquid diet. I guess the bread filled me up so at least I didn’t feel hungry. The chicken gnocchi soup was good, but just didn’t have enough stuff in it. The flavor was good, but it was all just liquid that was quick to slurp down.

We made it to the amphitheater in a decent amount of time, but a little later than I really wanted. That put us pretty far back in the line, so we tried sending the kids to find a seat while Summer and I waited in line for some shirts. I guess they came back because Eaddie wasn’t confident she had found a good spot, and Eli and I waited in line while the girls went back to the lawn. When we finally made it to them, they were sat on the very front edge of the lawn, right behind a barred handrail where people would be constantly walking in front of us. There was nowhere good to stand, and nothing to lean against, and it was hot and humid, which made sitting cramped together on a blanket even more uncomfortable.

Loverboy didn’t play at all “due to weather,” and Mick Jones wasn’t even there with Foreigner. They put on a decent show, but I was uncomfortable, irritably hot, and annoyed by our position and the constant flow of asses in front of us. The show ended up getting rained out after people started leaving in droves. Then we were just stuck in the parking garage for an eternity while Summer griped that I wasn’t inching forward enough. It poured rain for most of the trip home, so we had to stop in Lowell to charge. We thought we might have to stop again in Ozark, but we made it home with 11% after dropping Eli off at his house.

The girls went straight to bed, but I bounced around for a little bit with an upset stomach. I felt exhausted and my eyes were fatigued from wearing contacts, but I didn’t get to bed until late.

And we can weather the storm.

GAMblin’ Man

I was sleeping super hard when my alarm went off this morning, and I couldn’t help but sit in the car for a few minutes when I got home. The past several days have just gotten worse, and I can never seem to catch up on sleep over the weekend. It started pouring down rain just as I left the house, and the drive to Ola was pretty rough. I got caught behind a couple different people going overcautiously slow, but managed to make it to work right on time.

I worked on GAM some more and finally tweaked it enough to get it working. Kim showed up after a while, and then I finally worked out the command I needed to run to move a bunch of devices around. I thought we’d go to Plainview to pull some carts out of the grossness, but we never made it. It was hot and humid outside, so neither of us were feeling particularly ambitious. Instead, we spent the last part of the day unboxing and enrolling a few of the brand new Chromebooks, even though we had several from an old order that had never been used at all.

As people eventually vanished, I headed home. I saw a crop duster fly super low over some houses in Dardanelle, which was neat. Then I almost ran over a turtle in my garage when I got home. Dad saw a couple yesterday when the guy from the restoration place came back to stage some fake photos. One of the turtles disappeared, but the other apparently ended up inside my garage overnight and all day. I brought it inside for some water and then released it back into the back yard before heading up to Summer’s.

The girls were just relaxing at home when I got there. Summer had just finished cooking dinner, so we all sat down to eat. Then we eventually watched some Modern Family before everyone went to bed.

Big bucks, big bucks, no Whammies, STOP!

GAM and Cheese

I left a little early today and stopped at Burger King for breakfast. This time I played my order online and picked up at the counter, and it worked out way better. I ran into Tom, who was chatting with a couple other guys. He asked about the new job and about Gary. It wasn’t long before I was out of there and on my way. The rest of the drive was relatively slow behind some folks just taking a leisurely drive in the morning.

Nicky came in with an even bigger stack of paper with things needing asset tags, but I didn’t even touch them. I spent most of the entire day trying to figure out Google Apps Manager. It looked like we had several installations of it somewhere, but I couldn’t find credentials for it and I ended up just reinstalling it on my own. This time I’ll have to document it for the next guy.

A few people came in throughout the day, but it wasn’t too distracting. I mostly had my head in some music and just kept busy. The drive home was hot and boring, and then I headed up to Summer’s and finished up the fish tacos. After Summer ate some leftover spaghetti, the three of us watched a few episodes of Modern Family. Then it was off to bed for everyone.

Subprime Day

Pain in the Asset

I made it to work pretty early this morning, so I stopped at KWIK Stop to see what they had in the way of coffee. It was a big, open, and mostly empty store, but I found a cappuccino machine that had quite a few choices. I went with Almond Joy, and then grabbed a bacon, egg, and cheese biscuit, and headed to work. The coffee was amazing and the biscuit wasn’t bad, but the bacon and egg were both super thin for such a big biscuit.

It wasn’t long before Nicky showed up with a huge printed packet of assets that needed new tags. I spent several hours just printing them off for her. I wasn’t really sure exactly how much time was spent because other people kept coming in throughout the morning, but I got it done.

There was a pretty good rain shower in the middle of the day that kind of cooled things down a bit. Someone had the door propped open on the dock all day long, which was a bit annoying to see all of that cold air blow right out. I didn’t want to close it for fear of annoying someone though. I just stayed in my office and kept busy for several droning hours. It got progressively difficult as the afternoon dragged on. I even took a walk to the elementary to try and get some pep, but that just made me more tired, and evidently I had already tagged the printer down there anyway.

I made it home a little early and took my car in for a wash. It needed it in a bad way, and the bugs still didn’t really come off very well. I’ll have to see if Summer will hook me up with some time in her special wash in Conway sometime. She had left her car to charge, but then didn’t come to get it after going to the gym, so I had to play Musical Teslas. She and Eaddie went to get stuff for a spaghetti dinner, and she had it going by the time I got to the house.

We ate, and then everyone disappeared. Summer had been feeling off all day, and it didn’t help that she got a message that her most recent ex died of a heart attack. She broke the news to Eaddie, who was initially caught up in the silent suspense before Summer could blurt out what happened, but then seemed to handle it alright. I felt bad, because it still feels like this year is just one thing after another.

I did a little better winding down a little early, so hopefully I’ll wake up feeling rejuvenated instead of startled by the alarm.

S-g-h-e-t-t-i

I’m a Tipi! I’m a Wigwam! I’m a Tipi!

I had quite a bit of trouble falling asleep last night as I tossed and turned, and it felt like I kept getting ant bites, but we haven’t had any bugs. Once I did finally fall asleep, it was only a couple of hours before I woke up feeling wide awake again, but fortunately I was able to fall right back to sleep.

Work was really quiet as I rehearsed my conversation with the superintendent. I brought leftover donuts and a kolache for lunch, but then fought gnats until all the food was gone. Toby came to my office and basically said that Harry was on his back to get stuff moved out of my office, so I doubly had to find time to talk to him. I had a FedEx truck show up without a lift gate and had to unload a pallet of Chromebooks by hand. I basically saved my conversation until the last couple hours of work.

I went into the front office and was a little worried that he might not be there. Everyone else was long gone, and the locks had been changed to keep everyone else out. Harry heard my footsteps and slowly turned around to see me in his doorway, and he seemed a little spooked. I assumed he might be expecting the conversation about my office, but instead I started by talking about my expectations versus reality regarding my position. I shared my thoughts about what it would take to keep someone in that position, and he kind of just did the finance dance and tried to explain budgeting. I was no stranger to the concept, so the conversation ran a bit longer than it really needed to. My hope was to put him at a little bit of ease, but also to make my concerns into his concerns in order to stimulate some results.

As I started to leave, I finally brought up the office situation and expressed our need for a place to work and also store inventory. He seemed to be caught between work and his wife, and I wasn’t intimidated by either. We ended up walking through her office where she was still working, and then through mine.

I finally got home late, and went to my parents’ house to help clean up some leftovers. They still had so much random food from even before having family over, so I finished what I could. Then Dad got out a new telescope to briefly look at Venus, which basically looked like a micro-crescent moon with no resolution. High resolution photos from space telescopes have spoiled me.

Eaddie and Summer were in bed when I got to their house. Eaddie got a new fan because her old one kept tripping the breaker. The new one has way brighter lights, so I think she’s happy. Summer fell asleep pretty quickly, leaving me to finish my nightly chores before bed.

Relax man, you’re two tents!

Don’t Be Alarmed

I woke up around seven this morning because I forgot to turn my alarm on for Friday. We switched our off day to Monday so we could have a four-day weekend, but it didn’t even cross my mind that my alarm wouldn’t be prepared for that. I considered rushing straight into work, but ultimately gave in to my desire for a nice shower, and just accepted that I would get to work really late.

When I pulled up, four of the maintenance guys were hanging out on the loading dock chatting, and I talked to them a bit about my car. I offered to give rides, but Toby said he was too sweaty and dirty at the moment. I went on inside, and that’s when the adventure started.

I sent an email to Gary to decline the offer I got from Green Bay Packaging. I didn’t notice his near-immediate reply by email, but a few minutes later he called and wanted to ask about my concerns. We spoke for a little while about the pay I was hoping for, and the fact that I really wanted to talk to the school to see if they would reconsider my position’s salary schedule. He pretty quickly came up from $60,000 to $66,000, with the disclaimer that he would need to talk to the plant manager for approval. I was a little surprised at how quickly that happened, but not nearly as surprised as I was when he called me back just five minutes later with a general manager-approved offer of $70,000. He joked that he liked to keep things interesting, to which I responded that I also had an interview scheduled at ANO. He understood that I wanted to hear out all of the offers, if there is another one, and just asked that I let him know how my conversations go with both of my other interested parties.

I spent the rest of the day troubleshooting, and pinning down the last few devices that had gotten lost in the shuffle, and then sent an email to SHI with a list of serial numbers with specific failure notes. It got really quiet really fast, which made it easier to get back home in time for Summer’s therapy appointment. I thought we would start her EMDR therapy, but instead she said that Summer wanted her to explain the therapy to me so I would know what to expect. That felt pretty silly to me, since I had already done my research the moment Summer mentioned it to me weeks ago, but we continued with the feel-good talk for the remainder of the hour. I left feeling like we could have just watched some YouTube videos instead.

Eaddie needed a ride to dinner with friends and her flute tutor, so I rushed Summer home to take her while I went to my parents’ house for dinner. Mom made fish soup out of some old fish that didn’t taste very good. Dad and I talked for a while, and eventually I made it back home to get the Murano so I could take Eaddie for a drive.

I had her take me to Casey’s for a free drink I won, and then we went further south to find Noah at work. We parked outside and I gave him the hairy eyeball for a while, and then we parked around the side of the building and went inside to sit at a table until he had some time to chat. He had a relatively steady flow of customers, so we didn’t stay long. I had Eaddie drive up Skyline and around the marina before we turned back toward my parents’ house, and then down the road to look at a Mazda 6 we saw for sale the other day. It was quite a bit more expensive than we expected, and it had gotten so dark that Eaddie was having trouble seeing to drive, so we headed back to their house for the night.

I hung out in bed with Summer while she watched TV for a bit, and then got up and found every distraction. I was up until two in the morning, feeling stupid and exhausted for not shutting down earlier. Oh well.

Inconvenient Opportunity

Time is Money

Summer took the Model 3 to Little Rock this morning since the Model Y wasn’t charged quite enough to get her around to everywhere she might want to go, so I took the Y to work. I made the mistake of stopping by McDonald’s for a coffee on the way in, and I went from being about five minutes early to about 20 minutes late. The drive-through there is always pretty slow, but today was the worst I had seen it.

Shortly after I got there, I received a call from Gary at Green Bay Packaging with a job offer. I wouldn’t know the details until I received the official offer letter from HR later in the afternoon. Kim came in late again today, which had me wondering how she was keeping track of her comp time if she plans to take off extra time during the year. Shortly after she got there, I got another call from Entergy to schedule an interview. Every bit of this has happened at the least opportune time, but this year has been nothing but chaos from the start.

We spent a lot of time tracking down Chromebooks to have repaired under warranty, and I spent a while troubleshooting some of them in the afternoon. Kim left pretty early, and since I didn’t own the entire process, I couldn’t actually lay hands on every single device I wanted to ship off for repairs, so I’ll have to dig into that again tomorrow.

I headed home a bit late and charged the Y for a bit before heading to Summer’s. I had some promo drinks from Chick-fil-A and Sonic, so I stopped for those on the way. Summer shredded some chicken to help finish up some of the taco stuff from the other day, so we ate that, and then I made a root beer float with one of my drinks.

Summer and I chatted for a little bit about the opportunities I have, and then she went to bed with a headache and some sinus issues. Eaddie ended up coming out of her room to hang out with me for a couple hours, and we talked and went through a bunch of old photos together. I’ll have to come up with some answers pretty quickly, all while trying to be respectful of everyone else who will be affected by my decisions. I suppose these are finally some good problems to have, but it would help to know what I really want out of the deal.

Wake up, you need to make money!

What’s the Sitch?

I was sleeping pretty heavily when my alarm went off this morning, but I made it home and to work on time. I felt like I had spent more time away from work than actually working since I started, but it has just been such a weird time of year to start. I couldn’t imagine starting without any prior school experience. Kim showed up a couple hours in, and hung out with me for the day. We took a walk out to the agri building to check out a malfunctioning vape detector, and then out to the elementary to patch some cables in at the switch.

Otherwise it was really quiet at the office. Kim sorted through some old laptops that had been set aside for repairs, and I did my best not to get too distracted with anything for too long. By quitting time it was dead silent in the building, and I headed straight home to change and hopefully find something to eat. My parents had met the insurance adjustor at my house earlier in the afternoon, and I was anxious to get some repairs moving.

Just as I was walking out to head up to Summer’s, my parents stopped in and asked if we wanted to go out for dinner. Eaddie had gone to Greenbrier with Summer in the afternoon, and they weren’t that hungry after having lunch earlier in the day. We went to Western Sizzlin, and the food on the bar was fairly dry and of poor quality. The service wasn’t much better, but I did my best to make up for it in quantity.

After dinner, I found the girls laying in bed watching TV. Eaddie reluctantly gave up my spot in bed and I watched TV with Summer for a little while, and eventually made it to bed after a slow-rolling anxiety attack.

Dizzying

And the Fog Rolls In

I woke up exhausted this morning and sleepily made it home, through the shower, and then in to work. The air was thick with fog the entire way to work, so traffic was slow. I struggled to really get into anything all day with nobody there. I did at least complete the purchases I needed to make before the end of the month, and I made a handful of key fobs for some contractors. If I’m around long enough, I’ll have to go through and do a badge audit to wipe out what I’m sure are dozens of open badges that shouldn’t have access any longer.

I snacked on some carrots the lunch ladies left me, and whatever else I had in my desk. It was really quiet in the afternoon, and I ended up leaving just a few minutes early because I was tired and my parents were getting back into town after picking up Bác Tran and Bác Loan from the airport and taking them through the cemetery in Pine Bluff. I stopped for a car wash on the way home, and then headed up to get the girls.

Summer was home a little early, so she and Eaddie changed and we headed to my parents’ house for dinner. They ended up needing some lettuce for salad, and then realized their French bread was moldy when we got back, so Summer and I went back out. Dinner took a while, but we eventually all sat down for spaghetti and chatted about how I look like Leonardo DiCaprio.

Summer had to work the next day, so I took the girls home and everyone got settled in. I was exhausted but still didn’t get to bed right away. Hopefully I can sleep in a little tomorrow.

Order of Operations

I Wish the Real World Would Just Stop Hassling Me

I woke up early this morning and headed home to get ready for my interview. I casually made it to Morrilton a bit early and went in to talk with Gary for a little bit. He had planned to take a work truck to show me around the plant, but someone else had taken it. We ended up taking a little side-by-side, but fortunately it wasn’t too hot outside. It was really cool getting to see the industrial process, and I even got to see a full truck being dumped at the start of the process.

We made our way through the whole process, from sorting wood chips to water treatment and recycling. Then we headed back to the office so I could meet Ben and Terry. They brought lunch in from somewhere, and Gary let the three of us eat together and get to know each other a bit. It was a really good time, and we had a lot of laughs. Ben actually reminded me a bit of Ryan with his quirkiness and general curiosity about all things. He was much more talkative though. Terry seemed fun and a little quirky as well. I think we all enjoyed sharing stories.

Since the plant manager wasn’t there to meet with me, I left a little early and made it back to town so I could charge before we headed to Rogers. I stopped to wash my car first, and then I passed Dad as I was heading home. I got changed, and he called to say that Doug had called him over because Bác Vân was breathing, but unresponsive.

I made it to Summer’s house unsure of what we were going to do next. I finally got word that she had a brain bleed, and they expected comfort care and hospice. I had become angry from the moment Dad told me he was called instead of 911, and it only got worse from there. Knowing there was nothing I could do, and being afraid of lashing out, Summer and I headed out of town.

Julie texted while we were driving to say that we had one opportunity to go see her while she was “technically alive,” which is the worst form of alive. I chose instead to keep my last memory of her, which was only a brief hug after I had just discovered the tree branch embedded in the roof of my house. Summer said she spoke to her yesterday and gave her a hug when she stopped by to charge her car, so I felt better about that. I just kept getting angrier and angrier.

We made it to Fayetteville and stopped at Longhorn Steakhouse to eat before the concert. I texted Eaddie to update her on the bad news, and just seconds later I got the text from Dad that Bác Vân had passed.

Dinner was pretty good, but our server was slow and seemed not to be very good at his job. The food tasted like they were overcompensating with butter to flavor absolutely everything, which made every bite pretty greasy. We left there and found our way to the second floor of the parking garage where there was another EV charger. It was cheaper than a Supercharger, so we plugged up and headed to the Walmart Amphitheater.

Matt Nathanson opened, and was a bit more unnecessarily vulgar than I expected, especially for the type of music he played. For having the hit that he did, I kind of expected a little more, but I guess that defines a one-hit-wonder. It took a while for the reset, but then Matchbox Twenty came on and put on an incredible show. They had a weird quarter-sphere on stage with a projector that I assume was inside of it and behind it. Of course everyone stood up as soon as they came out, so the second half of the show was spent leaning against the rail.

My mind and feelings were everywhere, but also a bit numbed out after the constant barrage of bullshit I’ve experienced lately. Even Summer said she finally understood wanting to just sail away from it all. Everyone knows that nothing bad ever happens at sea.

When we left, traffic had us stuck in our parking space in the parking garage for a ridiculously long time. Once we did finally start moving, we were gone in no time, but I guess someone had traffic blocked or directed in a stupid direction. It didn’t used to be this bad. We had to stop in Lowell to charge and use the restroom. I picked up what I assumed was an apple fritter and a drink, and we headed home. Summer tried to sleep, but Autopilot was being really stupid and jerking out of lane changes, and throwing a warning and braking once.

Between Alma and Clarksville, we encountered someone from Washington that was hogging the passing lane and kept varying their speed from 65 to 85. At one point I was passing them in the right lane again when someone else ran up on their bumper. I had enough and sped up to pass them, honking for them to move. They took that to mean that they should run up on my bumper and then try to pass me, but that wasn’t going to happen unless I chose to let them. They ran up on someone else, and I finally hit the brakes to let them fly by me and hopefully go away. Then they pulled up next to a semi and slowed down to about 60 to impede traffic. I ended up calling the state police to try and get them pulled over.

We eventually made it home without incident. I took out my contacts, and then we took the Murano to Summer’s for the evening. We were home super late, so Eaddie was long in bed. Summer went to sleep, and I eventually wrapped up.

You absolutely useless muppet.